omfg_godzillla

so last night/this morning i talked to my mom on the phone.
i haven't talked to her in months.
she sounded like she was doing unusually well.
:)
i want to go visit her and my little sisters i haven't seen any of them in 2 years...
it's insanity.
josh also stopped by today. that boy is my rock i swear.
he's always there for me. it's unbelievable.

ohh and lynette (my guardian) is friggin psycho.
she makes me crazy...w/e

anyways besides that life's fabulous.
i'll post some pictures of the scrapbook when i finish it
:)

today i worked on the scrapbook that i'll be giving to josh for his birthday.
i hope he likes it. i worry about the future entirely too much.
college, josh. children. a home. what if i fail??
what if i make one wrong choice and it messes
EVERYTHING up...what then?